Relationships

SO ya, relationships are stressful... sometimes i wonder if they are worth the stress, so much mistrust, so many arguments.... sometimes i just want it to be over..... But i love him, i don't understand why my feelings are so strong, but they are, and i for some reason cant let him go..... I am the spawn of my mother... she can't let people go, she has attachment issues or some dumb shit, when my father left her she almost aborted me, and when my step-father wanted to leave, she tried to kill herself, and when i left, she has tried everything in her power to guilt trip me into coming back, and when i refused, she has done everything in her power to make my life miserable... see, i got my issues from my mother, so don't blame me.... Then again, it could have something to do with the fact that i was abandoned at birth by my oh so caring father, and my mother was in a constant mental breakdown, thus i pretty much raised myself.... See sometimes i think i would be better off alone, seeing as how mwany issues i seem to have.... But only time can tell, and i really do love this boy, so for now.... I rough it out....